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and more.
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inuyasha.shaman king.fruits basket.
juuni kokki.spirited away.DN angel
howl's moving castle.bleach.
yami no mastuei.clamp X.
witch hunter robin.fate/stay night.deathnote.GetBackers
and more.
kimura takuya
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nature
the wind.the sky.
the rain.the clouds.
the trees.the flowers.
kyou and tohru pairing
sirius x remus <3
the Shoebox project
chocopie
korean instant noodles

After As I want to:
-Work at the zoo
-Go on a holiday with my friends :D
-Learn cooking
-Learn baking
-Learn drawing and do nice fan arts for neopets and storybook characters (belgariad series/harry potter/some manga thing maybe xD) and also draw animals (:
-Learn photoshop
-Catch up on manga (FMA, Bleach, Xx holic, Hunter x Hunter, Tsubasa, Deathnote,Skipbeat,Hellsing)
-Make nice paper roses
-movie marathon of cool movies that i missed! moulin rouge, choir boys, gattacca(dunno how to spell), shrek 3, spidey 3, PIRATES 3, titanic, other random things. maybe can go back to sch lib and watch movies in the hols heh.make good use of facilities.
READ! homgsh, im deprived of good books :( must make good use of the school's fiction collection which is actually quite good and very much under-utilised. i think the poor books feel neglected.

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February 24, 2007 - 9:39 p.m.

Listening to westlife's unbreakable album now. Oh man,these old westlife songs brings me back to primary sch days. I MISS PRIMARY SCH! HAHA. I still remember when the guys and gals formed boy/girl bands and sang for talent time in pri 6.Super cute lah. Got syncronised action somemore. Soewandi's group sang I lay my love on you and Darren's group sang larger than life by backstreet boys. And Xueling's group sang queen of my heart. Whenever I hear these few songs I cant help but smile when I recall those times. We were so young. And so cute. xD AHHHH I suddenly miss primary sch days alot. Life was really so simple and carefree, just coping with that little bit of school work and hatching new strategies and devising new schemes to annoy the guys. MEEHHHS.Hiazz. I DONT WANNA GROW UP. Ok hehs, in a whinny mood today.

Went to buy uniform today. Realised I got a darn big butt. BLEARGHHH. Skirt is super long, have to alter. IM SHORTTTTT. HAHAA. But finally it's back to two peice blouse and skirt uniform again like in primary sch. I dont like the pinafore,it's very uncomfortable.

Am having loads of fun grabbing photos on friendster now. Didn't know you could just grab photos and put it in your own gallery. rocks man. esp Charlene Hwang! nice gang photos! u nv upload! Haha. Didnt know friendster was so fun to surf. Linking from friend to friend now and koping pics on the way. Heesh xD

I miss the rg days alot too. The gang and our territory in the canteen. And the chalet. Looking at the old photos makes me wanna cry without reason. Blame haiyiu on that lah. She asked me to send her old photos of the gang and then she started missing the old times and tearing. Then I was affected by her too, when I looked again I suddenly felt this pang of sadness and started pining for those days. Maybe it's cos the photos have always been in my phone so I dont get such strong feelings cos I will look at the photos when I'm bored. Miss chalet last year also. The class chalet which became sort of like gang chalet for the last two days. Living with that bunch of kaki, cleaning up by ourselves, doing stupid things, watching funny gay animes, mahjong-ing, bridging, digging out dark secrets via truth or dare, and best of all FEEDING ourselves! ->i still remember the yummy prawns that Fiona and Bixue cooked. Nyahhhh. Let's do it again! ^^ and the nice nice food of changi village

eee. My homework's not getting any headway. Mehs. Jo needs to turn mugger soon. Because she is not smart. Everyone around her is either very smart or mugger. Thus Jo is freaked out >< Nyahs. Hahaha. Sian. Time passes damn fast in JC somehow. It's not like the sort of fast when you're really enjoying something but the sort when there's just so much things going on each day and time just slips by without anyone noticing with the hectic daily schedule. But I cant say I'm not looking forward to the break though. Quite tired and sian. Things get more and more complicated as you get older, therefore my point again on how I dont wanna grow up. Haha. At the student development talk they showed us clips from tuesdays with morrie and there was this quote: " People who are afraid of getting old haven't found their purpose in life" or something to this effect. Haha think it kinda applies to me too. I'm like growing up so fast. Halloos I'll be 17 this year! Feels damn old. I feel like I have wasted 16 years of my life, accomplishing nothing. So many things that I said I would do but never did. i want to have a erm, how to say, hong1 hong1 lie4 lie4 de4 qing1 chun1. Lead an exciting,fun and enriching teenage life. Trying out new things I've never done before and everything.Doing something useful to benefit other ppl for once. I always think and reflect to myself: "I dont wanna look back and regret. " But I always end up procarstinating and letting opportunities slip by, or hesitating and chickening out in the end. Pfft. IM SO LAZY. >< Hiaz, so until today, I'm still like yi2 shi4 wu2 cheng2. Yayy dont I deserve some praise, Im still in touch with my chinese. Hah.

Hoho haven blogged so much in one entry for quite some time. Gahh. I realised my english sucks.My vocab is so limited.My writing too.Need to find back the love for reading. Used to read alot in primary school but I really almost totally stopped since secondary school because I don't know what to read.

Ohoh!joke: A ghostwriter is someone who writes one or numerous speeches, books, articles, etc., for another person who claims the credits for the writings. So what do you call a person who rides the motorbike for someone else and that someone else gets the credit for it? Ans:Ghostrider HAHAA. Alas, I cannot proudly claim this as my joke. Copyright owned by Paul. LOL. Hiaz. Char I agree with you. We are outlamed by all the guys in school. Lost our charms :( Haha.Ok I think I've crapped about enough.Shall attempt some homework to serve as a form of self-dillusional comfort that I have been at least a little bit productive today so I can go to sleep in peace. Heh. Jya na. Gosh I realise I have terrible grammar. Need to beta myself -..-


25/2/2007

Wow. another update.Haven't been so active for so long.Haha.I shall try and make it a point to blog in proper English instead of chat language. Maybe it'll help improve my writing skills in the long run.
Have been out of sorts for this whole weekend. Don't know why. It's not fatigue, I don't feel exhausted but neither do I feel very alive. The whole chunk above, I don't really feel as high as I sound. It's a weird feeling.I feel disconnected from the rest of the world and am unable to concentrate in anything. Couldn't concentrate on doing homework today-that's nothing new but it's even worse than usual. Just kept staring at the paper in front of me with a mind totally blank. When I read anything pretty much nothing went into my head to be absorbed or understood. That's not even when I'm trying to mug but like reading things off the web. It's quite freaky (Ok use of colloquials shall not be omitted.Hahaa.Sound words too.but otherwise I will try to spell and use my punctuation as accurately as I can.) Don't know what's happening to me. >< This morning I woke up at 11 and after ascertaining that I had slept for 9 hours even having slept at 2 the previous night, my first thought was that it didn't feel like I slept at all. But I did, and it wasnt a fitful sleep . Slept throughout the whole night but didn't feel refreshed at all when I woke up. But again I didn't feel tired.Ah yes,that's it- there is a lack of emotion.I feel so detached and disoriented :S Sheesh.

Oh but on another note, something amusing. Passed by samuel and kelvin's just now and saw nice jackets on a sale.I wanted to get one and I was discussing with my mum which colour should I get- Horlick colour(I can't remember the name of that colour but well it looks like horlicks anyway.) or black. I liked the design of the black one better but my current jacket is like dark blue and about majority of the clothing I own are black, so it's getting abit boring.Then at this moment the shop assistant helpfully offered: You should get brighter colours then wont appear so 忧郁. He said it in chinese. I had my stoney face on at that time. It struck me then that he seems to be trying to say that I look every emo. Haha. SO cute.

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