June 19, 2007 - 9:03 p.m.

Hmmm. Feeling kinda in a melancholy mood now. Just finished fruits basket. And no I don't mean I just polished off an entire basket of fruits. I just finished reading the last book of this manga series called fruit's basket that I've been following since the later half of sec 2. Let's see. It's been about 3 years. Wah. That's kinda fast. When I started I was 14, younger than kyou tohru and yuki, the main characters of the series. They were 16. And the series came to an end after they graduated from high school at 18 years old. Haha. Now I'm 17. After they graduated, Kyou and tohru went far far away to another town. Them setting off was the last scene drawn of them young. And when I turned the page they showede this little girl asking her mum for kyou and tohru, I was thinking ohh a fews down in the near future. And i turned the page to find the back view of an old tohru and old kyou. I got a shock. Wasnt expecting so many years down the road. Then it struck me the manga really ended. Like full stop. Not that I mind them being old i think, just that I thought the jump was rather very quick. From young teens full of hope for their future to and old blissful couple in their twillight years. Feels like I missed out so so so much in between. I never got to see their kids ok, even though I sort of 'watched them grow up from teenagers to mature young adults who know what they want for themselves' and non was mentioned about what happened to the other characters too. Aiyah, you prob dont share my sentiments and are probably thinking that I sound like an old obasan whinning about how the children grow up so fast. I'm just ranting. It's so scary to grow up so fast. What do I want to do in future? I really dont know. What will make me happy? What makes you happy? What do you want in this life? Are you looking for high standard of living, successful career, lots of money, big house , comfortable life, or are you seeking a stable simple life with not much riches? And seriously, I realised when you are young, you should really pursue things that you are interested in and where your passions lie. For me it's abit late already. Like I liked basketball, I liked art and drawing. But I never pursued them. Not that I have talent for them. There's where the prob lies. I'm not that good but I like them. But I never had the courage to pursue them. Who knows what would have happened if I trained and tried to hone my skills? I'll never know. Always followed the mainstream crowd and took the normal subjects. Lol. Hmmm memory tells me I seem to have emo-ed about all of this before. Re-emoing now i think? Lols. Argh. Wheee. Though I think it got abit too fluffy in the end, but kyou was very bish~ Hee hee hee. xD BISHOUNEN <3

Ohohoho. We celerated Char's bdae last weds. Wahh it's been a week already? Thats fast. Anyway we had this kiddy party thing. Like REALLY kiddy party-we bought lots of childhood delicacies like those rectangular choc waffles in red packing. still rmb? and then also the red colour sweet thing that is wrapped into a cylindrical shape and you can eat it peice by piece. I call it 'san1 zha1' then got good bags for everyone with party stuff like masks, poppers, clappers and other party toys. xD We also put up balloons and streamers! hee hee. super fun. Then in the middle of the night we had cluedo around xue fen's hse. quite retarded but quite fun.hehe.

ohoh. and this monday I went to kbox for the 4th time over the period of two weeks. now im quite sick of that place. hahaha. Each time i went with a different group of people though we coincidentally were served by the same waiter. gosh. I almost said 'hi, remember me?' to her. Went this time with stacy and linda. and muahahaha. we sang shan1 hu2 hai3 without the voiceover! ownage! heeesh. though i guess i do feel abit of pity for those who heard if we sang to loud. but twas fun.wahhaa. xD argh. I better get back to my mugging. ciao.

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